I don’t get it why can’t I be happy? I just want to die already. For all this pain to be over. I probably don’t go thought a lot but I cant handle it. I wanna be happy like I used to be without anybody making me happy. I’m going back to my depressed ways. And the sad part is I just can’t tell anybody. Nobody understands.
My life sucks. Everything is falling apart.I cry myself to sleep every night.I can’t see no bright side.My grades aren’t good enough.I’m running for president,and I haven’t even started campaigning. I just want to drop out. I’ll probably loose anyways. Ugh and i hate the fact that people break promises. Don’t even make them in the first place if you can’t keep them! And i feel like i have too much on my plate.I’m starting to become depressed again. Nothing is going good for me. I just lie and say i’m happy but i’m not. everything and everybody annoys me. I get my hopes up too high. My feelings get hurt easily by anything said to me.But, i just act like it doesn’t bother me. I wish there was somebody who would understand. It’s sad how people tell me they’d be there, but where are they…? yup, “friends”.
